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Features No 89-I won't be here...

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 10, 2012, 8:27 AM

I have to stay away for a while..I just have to..
I can't tell you why,it hurts so god damn much..

There are people in here,who have stood by me all the way,
they have encouraged me,they have given me their love and friendship..
My heart hurts so much,because i will be away from you for some time..
I don't know how much time i will need,i really don't know..

I'll be watching your works, maybe i'll be working on my own works,
but i'm not in the condition to talk..
Please,don't ever think that i don't care..I care so very much...
And i'm so grateful to all of you,my beloved friends..

I hope you'll still remember me when i'm back..
If anyone wants to communicate with me,i'll be watching my notes....
I love you very much..Thank you all...From the bottom of my heart...:heart:

I wish i could include you all in this feature...

European Union by Greek-pan

Mature Content

Auguste by Canankk
:thumb288027235::thumb288722604: Mystical Eyes by peroni68
Precious Moments by LaVolpeCimina In The Dead Of Night by silentfuneral:thumb286394476::thumb287544634: Chiroptero by Surehuinel
Fishing at Sunset by crilleb50 Unleashed by ChristabelleLAmort:thumb288881716::thumb287453971:
Forgotten Realms by Yoni-Danziger Silent by ShaneGallagher:thumb288045265: I fly in my dreams by johngiannis27
T r u e  B l o o d by MirellaSantana I ain't no miracle worker by HMissXX Cycle of Life by mysticmorning In the Darkness by BiBiARTs

Yin Yang Cats: The Beauty of Balance by TeaPhotography:thumb288905775: :: Little drop of poison ... :: by HarisDrako:thumb280940930:
Trial by anaPhenix The Cutest by MarinaCoric lost message by scheinbar Reveal by DpressedSoul
Seagulls Flying High by SalemCat A Room Without a View by Hermetic-Wings Sunset in the sky... by candysamuels Scrabble Queen.... by Tigles1Artistry
A NY Great Blue Heron by Trippy4U Sweet close-up for Anna by Momotte2:thumb287046831: Meadow At The End Of Summer. by JocelyneR
:thumb288892124: blue escape by mj-magic Imprisoned.... by KDMB:thumb288346708::thumb283108432:

Mature Content

Hold Me by MonaParvin
Mayan Dream by HMissXX Napping Kitty for Jocelyne by philippeL -+-Emilia-+- by TalviEnkeli Photo_copy_2 dewdrops by funkichkn

Don't forget me...

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Intergrativeone Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2012  Professional General Artist
just take good care and we will all be waiting for your return... we all need space from time to time for a multitude of reasons... be happy... be true to yourself... everything will rise to the top. Watching for you from the other side of the world!!!! Gayle
chryssalis Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2012
Thank you for your friendship and support,my beloved Gayle!!:love:
Guihena Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh my lovely Athina!. i was away for a few days, and when i came back i see this... donŽt know if you will believe me, but i really started to cry while i was reading your journal and the sadness filled my heart... i just can say that my soul flown inmediately to you, and will be with you all the time to hold your hand through your pain...

IŽll be waiting to hear from you every minute till youŽre back with us, hoping and wishing you the best... my love is with you. :heart:
ArtByCher Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2012   Traditional Artist
My dear friend, I am always here for you. And if it means time away I shall wait for your return. You just do what is best for you :huggle:
MarouliLumen Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Λυπαμαι που το ακουω αυτο, θα μου λειψει η δουλεια σου!
Ελπιζω να γυρισεις ανανεωμενη και χαμογελαστη :)

Να προσεχεις :blowkiss:
kungfoowiz Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
Sorry to hear this.. I hope you will come back in better spirits.. you are a good person still, no matter what :icongrin--plz:
Mizth Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Nice collection! :)
KirstenLane Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2012
:clap: :heart:
muppetgonewild Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012
I won't pretend that I really know you, but I have followed your art and your journal, and that is strange for me to do so for one that I don't really know in real life.
All of us sometimes get to that point where the only way to deal with things is by ourselves. I can say that I do know that, from my own experiences. You have obviously touched many lives, as evidenced by the comments by all here. Take care of yourself and stay safe-I look forward to your return.
SalemCat Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Beloved, take all the time that you need.. Nothing is more important than you getting better! It breaks my heart to know that you are in such pain, one so beautiful as you should never have to suffer. You are in my heart and my thoughts Dearest Athina. You are loved by so many, never forget that! I could never forget you and will be waiting for your return. :hug:
anaPhenix Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012
Oh my dear! Take care of yourself! We'll be here, and waiting for you! :hug:
astrangeallure Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm sorry to read that you will be away for awhile....I look forward to seeing what you come up with while you're away though (I just love your work!). Take care of yourself. And thanks for the showcase.
DavidPanther Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012
Hope to see you back up soon and that it is not serious.
ChellyInTheMist Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012
My ability to forget you is about as possible as my ability to forget breathing. It simply cannot and will never be done. I love you too much, and I know the rest of the people on this page love you too. We all care about you whole-heartedly and genuinely, and it grips me to see you suffering so terribly. A person as incredibly sweet and dear to our hearts and creative and passionate as you should never feel the amount of pain you're experiencing, and I can only hope and pray that your healing wounds will be swift and kind to you. The punishments of life are cruel, but the rewards reaped from the sowing of experiences are more immense and much better to look forward to than we can ever imagine during our periods of transgressions.. Please, please remember that.

I await the day with baited breath that you shall return back, but until then, completely feel free to take ALL the time you need and want. This is your season - whether short or long - of aching and mending, wounding and healing, and I am fully prepared to weep with you through the sorrows and revel with you during the joyous times. That's what friendship is all about.

Athina, you are incomparably loved, and we all, myself included, have your undying support. We love you and care for you and will miss you.

(on a side note, I am beyond honored and shocked that you chose to place my gift on your journal. It deeply touched me in a way that I hope you felt. God bless you, dear Athina, and I can't wait to see you back up here, whether in your amazing, indefinable art or your beautifully speaking journals)

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NSolanki Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012   Photographer
Hope all is well. Keep the features coming and good luck with your new works :)
friedinsanity Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012
GAH I've been so behind on your new work and journals, I will go and look at all your recent art now.

Whatever it is that pains you, my friend, I trust you will escape from it, and I wish you the best. :hug:
MirellaSantana Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
thank you so much my dear!!! :love:
Dani-Owergoor Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Honey, thank you for the wonderful feature!

And I hope you recompose yourself and then back when ready!
sesam-is-open Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012
I'm so very sorry when I see your pain and I would love to give you a hug and to talk.:(:heart:
I always be here for you and none of us will forget you, sweet Athina.:tighthug:
Take care of you and don't ever forget we all love you.:iconwhiteroseplz:
RottenRagamuffin Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012   Digital Artist
Take care, Athina :heart: See you when you are ready to come back :hug:
HippieVan57 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012
i'm sorry to hear that you are hurting so badly, i wish i could help you feel better :hug:
dAb-blingin-art Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012
Oh my dearest Athina,you do what you must and may you take the time you need, we will all be here when you are able to come back. Bless you and please take care of you! :heart::kiss:
martintinaz Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Professional Photographer
:( aww..I will miss you my precious friend..I hope things will be ok for you..I want forget
you..Please take care of yourself!:hug::iconsomehugsplz::hug:
DarlingAngel0565 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Professional Writer
I don't know what has happened My Beloved Angel that you must leave us. I wish I could do something to take away your pain and suffering. I wish I could be there to hold you and help you through this. Just know that I love you very much, and that I will be their with you in spirit. I hold you in my heart and thoughts. I love you :heart: :huggle: :tighthug:
HarisDrako Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012
σ'ευχαριστώ πολύ Αθηνά μου για τη τιμή που μου κάνεις για άλλη μιά φορά να με συμπεριλάβεις σ'αυτό το όμορφο feature ,ελπίζω να μήν είναι πολύ σοβαροί οι λόγοι που φεύγεις ,έστω και πρόσκαιρα, η απουσία σου θα είναι σίγουρα αισθητή και για μερικούς απο μας αναπλήρωτη...η αλήθεια είναι οτι το τελευταίο καιρο το σκέφτομαι πολύ έντονα και γώ γιαυτό σε καταλαβαίνω...πάντως έλπίζω να μην χαθούμε... !!!:):hexentanz::worship: !!!:iconbouquetplz::iconbigheartplz::iconcupid:
kayjensen Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Professional Photographer
:hug: feel for you so much!!! take care so much.. will miss you in here.. we wont forget you! :hug: :heart:
RezzanATAKOL Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012
all kinds of sadness couldnt stay as strong as today.
Tomorrow will be more nice and u will be happy when u remembering that you can smile and stand up after u down.
There is nothing more important than a mother or a child. İf your pain arent for them, so stay positive and strong to make urself happy cause if u need love, there are to much here.You can not even imagine how quickly you can achieve it.
I m here to give u first :iconsomehugsplz::blowkiss:
Come back when u feel more strong than today but dont take this break much long dear Athina:huggle:
Bark Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Professional Writer
Surehuinel Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012   General Artist
:jawdrop: Great feature!!!!Thank you very very much for the feature!!!!
orchid22 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012
It saddens me greatly to hear you are in thoughts are with you. I have been through several tragedies...the way back is one step at a time and with time a slow recovery will unfold. I have suffered loss, very bad health issues and traumatic sadness but I do know with friends and family you can get back up. Take the time you need to be alone but from what I see here in your comments a great many care for and about you. You are blessed. Hold tight to that and hurry back. Use your art to release some of the feelings..usually when the best art is produced.

Heart & Soul


Sonnets-and-Suicides Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I believe in you my friend, and I believe you shall find your way through whatever storm is at your doorstep. You and everything that you do are a reason to dream! :D
scumpi Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Professional Photographer
Don' t worry Athina , I will never forget u... U are a great friend and your work is wonderful ... :hug:
scumpi Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Professional Photographer
Thanks so much for including one of my works in this amazing collection...
Yoni-Danziger Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thanks so much for this amazing feature Athina!! :iconlawooplz:
I'm so glad to be a part of it!! :iconthrilledplz::iconhrtplz::winner:
LouiseD Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
I hope you start to feel better after a break from here. Good Luck. :heart:
KaysThoughts Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012
I'm very, very sad to read that and I send you all my best wishes :hug:. Take you the time you need and I'll be happy if you come back again :hug:
And thank you for the lovely feature, I really appreciate it :heart: but because you're not right it makes less joy because I'm worried about you....
LaVolpeCimina Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Professional Artisan Crafter
Sweetheart, i'm sorry to hear that :heart:. But please take all the time that you need, because i can tell you from the bottom of my heart that i'll always think of you! :glomp:
And thanks for the feature, always so kind.. :blowkiss:
halcyonshores Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
It's an honor to be here...

Take all the time you need. Those that have felt the light of your presence and beauty, even for the shortest while,
already know you are unforgettable. :heart:

Εύχομαι να βρει γαλήνη σύντομα η ψυχούλα σου. Ξέρεις ποσο πολύ σε αγαπώ.. και πως είμαι εδώ.
JocelyneR Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012
How could we forget you, my sweet Athina, your ever kindness and and your beautiful soul? :heart:
I so hope that nothing really wrong is happening to you! You are in my heart and in my thoughts, my dear friend! :tighthug:

Thank you so much for the feature! ::hug:
MustafaSEZER Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Great works,thank for sharing :hug:
ShaneGallagher Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for featuring my work "Silent". It is agreat honour!
philippeL Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much, my dear, and take all your time, don't worry :blowkiss: I hope that everything is OK, you are really one of the sweetest girls on dA :iconttaasst:
SilEnigmaArts Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Take care of yourself Athina. We will still be here when you return :tighthug:
Dangerous-Imaging Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012
Best of luck! i wont forget you! :)
TeaPhotography Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thank you for the feature of course, my dearest Athina... :huggle:
Please know, that my heart hurts, too, now that I know yours does...
You already know what we promised...
so you can't EVER be forgotten.
We have standing notes, so I will be there with those, with you.
All my love, always, Tea.
MarinaCoric Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Professional
Oh, thanks so much! :heart: :hug:
wtrw Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012


no one could ever forget you.....

take care, sweet Athina,
prayers are with you and for you....

Arawn-Photography Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012
Best of luck dear
Canankk Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012
My Athina, I will miss you a lot. Not only your amazing art but also your warm heart.
I will write you notes and talk with you, I don't want to lose our dear friendship my dear.
:tighthug: :heart: :huggle: :heart: :hug:
TheDarkenedBride Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
no worries, sweetheart, take as much time as you need :tighthug: I'm sure all your friends will understand
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