Features No 84-Another Year...

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 8, 2012, 9:20 AM

A wonderful gift from a wonderful friend
Thank you so much,dear Jeff!I'm very honored!

My beloved Angie has spoiled me with another amazing gift!
This lovely bunny is from her!!Thank you from heart,my precious friend!!

Another year of trials long
Another year has come and gone
Another year of sorrow plenty
Another year balanced on a penny

Another year of federal grief
Another year of political beef
Another year of social progress
Another year of leader's transgressed

Another year of media scare
Another year of future ware
Another year of empty billfolds
Another year of unfair upholds

Another year of foreign war
Another year of freedom lore
Another year of bigots screaming
Another year of workers pleading

Remembrance, For Canan
Now his eyes are blind,
he will smile only within
my afflicted heart. The Maskhiding behind this mask of lies
this pretty smile is my disguise
not many if any know my true demeanor
inside I'm a silent screamer
lack of colors desolate and void
just another mindless droid
who am i but a fragile flower
no destiny, plucked before my hour
in the mirror I'm forced to see my reflection
unable to bare my appearance i look in another direction
the web of lies I'm tangled in
teetering between heaven and sin
truly I'm lost and out of my mind
as the world moves forward
I'm left behind
stuck in a rut on this broken carousel
feeling like I'm cursed and under a spell
lost & forgotten , never to be found
Forever in Pleasant streetFrom a meeting with a cat.

She look at me with big eyes.
It took an eternity for her to start talking, like she had all the time in the world, maybe she was uncertain. Or perhaps she changed her mind about confessing- because cats dont like to do so... But I waited patiently. She needed time...

I thought I was wise, she said and gazed behind me, nowhere specifically.

I thought I knew.

I thought..I thought...I thought...
but I was wrong,
Im just a fool.
In the very end
I am a being incomplete

Confused

and

lost

Trapped by my own choices
Imprisoned by my own will
Or is it not my own?
Have I've been lost in other people's dreams Time Heals Nothing..in Me
Time Heals Nothing

Your sprit passes threw me like a cold breeze on a warm day,
no physical being left to see,
but I know you are with me.

TIME HEALS NOTHING!!!!!!!!!.....in me

I've gone to all the places you would be,
still I cant except your not with me.
your grave is so lonely,
like two staring eyes in the night.

TIME HEALS NOTHING!!!!!!!!!.....in me

Another year where life looks dim
Another year fore-showing grim
Another year where I was so scared
Another year that this life impaired..

The wonderful poem belongs to Our Old-New Year of Perpetual Sorrow
Another year of trials long
Another year has come and gone
Another year of sorrow plenty
Another year balanced on a penny

Another year of federal grief
Another year of political beef
Another year of social progress
Another year of leader's transgressed

Another year of media scare
Another year of future ware
Another year of empty billfolds
Another year of unfair upholds

Another year of foreign war
Another year of freedom lore
Another year of bigots screaming
Another year of workers pleading

Another year where life looks dim
Another year fore-showing grim
Another year where I was so scared
Another year that this life impaired

We will survive!!United we win!!
Take care my dearest friends!I love you all so much!