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Features No 60-How hard is it to just be honest?

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 12, 2011, 6:56 AM
What does a man do,when he no longer loves you?
When he wants out of your relationship?
Because he's bored or has found someone else?
Does he come and tell you?
Or does he become more and more distant,
more and more indifferent,
until he makes YOU to tell him that you want out?
And that's so much worse than the fact he doesn't love you any more..

You feel his change,his coldness,
and you keep asking him if something is wrong..
He brings you in the position not to care about your decency,
to beg for an honest explanation,to nag...
But he refuses everything.....
He wants to make you feel absurd and cheep...
He is NEVER going to be honest with you..
He keeps drifting away,until he makes YOU tell him to end it...
And then he accuses YOU for ending it.....


This is not personal,it's something i've discussed with many of my female friends...
If any of you have had a different experience,please prove me wrong...

My male friends,i'm sorry...Do you desagree with me?
How many of you,my dearests,had the courage
to tell a woman that you don't love her any more?






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DestinyWhy?...

    Born on a stormy summer night

They all knew she would be courageous; heart like a lions
    
    At the top of the class

They all knew she would turn out oh so smart
    
    So independent

They all knew she would serve them without a word

        Now...what am I? In their eyes I was a wonderful child...all I did was
                             
FloatingFloating….

Drifting on the lake
The current carries me
…in a soothing embrace
flow on,
flow on…

I close my eyes
Sparkling
images…
Red of the sun
flickers,
sparks,
And you

My hands float lightly…
swirling patterns
Release
renew
Reflections within,
and without

I pause
and touch down
On tip toe
…the sand between my toes
Ever moving,
swirling…
Drawing me in

Sparkling reflections
drift across the tiny waves
…to meet me
greet me
Reflections of the trees,
coming to me
through me
Magic

I dive
under the water
Forward,
onward
Out where it's
dark
…and cold
All to mys
Don't Judge MeIn silence she suffered for so many years,
Never once crying,
Never shedding a tear,
Learned the hard way to not voice a sound,
So never once did she cry out loud,
She took the abuse of many for many years,
Suffering brutality and living in agonizing fear,
Beaten, raped, and emotionally scared,
Never once asking or crying for help,
No that wasn't her style.

Yet even after these years,
En-caged she has stayed,
Suffering nigh terrors and fears
In so many ways,
Not learning who to trust,
Or how to except love,
Yet not once did she scream or cry to anyone.

No one knew she was a victim of abuse,
No one would know,
June Haiku30

bury me please where poppies bloom

29

attacking convention
stirring up a hornet's nest
some things can't be helped

28

rhythmic cracking
somewhere unseen
—batting practice

27

the cat nudges me
as I make lunch
—tuna sandwiches

26

oscillating fan
the black cat chases
phantoms

25

withered plants
the heat takes its toll

24

summer arrives
with a vengeance
30 degrees

23

weekend trip
we are met at the door
by frowning cats

22

3 am text
morning class
cancelled

21

at pole's end
bean plants reach
skyward

20

at deer park
the smell of manure
sweet memories

19

deer wander
under Buddha's smile
anci



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Thank you for being here!..:) Have a great week,my beloved..Take care!:love:

  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: my thoughts
  • Reading: your messages
  • Watching: your art
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:iconthedarkenedbride:
*TheDarkenedBride Sep 16, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
sadly - you're right... men can be real scum :(
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:iconchryssalis:
Oh yes...They can be...:nod:
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:iconthedarkenedbride:
*TheDarkenedBride Oct 3, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
shame on them!
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:iconsorenguardian101:
uhhhhh one of your pics is as scary as HELL
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:iconchryssalis:
Haha!The second one,right?:)
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:iconprimalfuryan:
Mood: Caring *primalfuryan Jul 12, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconbeauroseplz:I just read this journal just by accident and i was unable to stop myself from talking well almost 90% men are pig and they play with you throw you in dust bin rape you in buses drug you in clubs however there are still 10% that are wolves,lions,hawks,dragons,horses etc and they will try to protect you not play indifferent game with you although the people that play i hate them the most its understandable he got bored cause he went for body love then soul love if you go with soul love even if the one lover die other has tears but do have smile i am abrupt random but real lover is honest and if he lie means he has wound and hide just to not make his lover sad or worried and always try to make her happy i am really sorry if i hurt you but you are not isolated my dear friend we are all around here with you:iconhyperglompplz::iconbeauroseplz:
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:iconchryssalis:
I hadn't seen your answer,my dear Ali..
I know ,my friend..All people are not the same..
I was really hurt when i wrote this...
Thank you for answering,my dear friend!:thanks::huggle:

PS.You haven't seen my birthday present for you...:)
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:iconkythra:
Mood: Sadness ~Kythra Jun 29, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
it's better than being told that there's something wrong with you when you know that there is not!
it's just gonna hurt your feelings , for me being lied to is better than being hurt!
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:iconchryssalis:
But the lie shows..And that is so much worse...
Thank you,my lovely friend!:huggle:
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:iconkythra:
~Kythra Jul 10, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
of course , i dont have enoght experience to judge!
i hope i wont be either that or that!
same for you!
you deserve the best dear.
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