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Features No 102-I'm always here with you...

Journal Entry: Wed May 8, 2013, 12:51 PM

Hello,my dearest DA friends,my lovely family!
I haven't been much around lately,
but this doesn't mean that I have forgotten you at all!

Every chance I get,I try to keep up with your works and your comments.
Forgive me if I am late!



This idea of the DA to permit the change of the usernames
has caused me the loss of many good friends,

who I find again by recognizing their works!
My god,I'm so confused and lost!!:laughing:



I love you all and I want to thank you for everything!
I think of you and miss you very much!:tighthug::kiss:





A beautiful gift from my dear brother Ayhan!Thank you so much,I love it!:love:
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Some works from his wonderful gallery!




An amazing texture pack,a gift from my beloved Halcyon!I'm really honored!
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Some works from her fantastic gallery!




A wonderful picture from my sweet Selina!:love:
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Some of her beauuutiful works!




A beautiful gift from my dearest Lady Sandra!:huggle:
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Other wonderful works from her gallery!
Immortality...The scent of your blood vexes my senses,
arousing the darkest and wanton desires,
I crave you,
I want your body to be my canvass for drawing
forbidden caresses,
while my crimson kisses enshroud your soul,
the  gibbous moon witnessing
the sweetest crime of passion and lust,
blissful delight of Immortality...








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My latest works..Thank you so much for your support,it means the world to me!:love:

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Have a wondeful weekend,my dears!!:aww::huggle::kiss:



Features No 101-Fear,the mind-killer...

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 31, 2013, 11:06 AM
 It is happening all over again. That sickly helpless feeling that spread
with its icy fingers, slowly eating up all faith and hope.
We are frightened of everything. We call it caution. We call it common sense. We call it practicality. We call it playing the odds,
but that's only because we're afraid to call it by its real name,
and its real name is fear.

"Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing......Only I will remain."

I'm so very tired of being afraid....:(






Wonderful gifts from beloved friends!


by :iconguihena:
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by :iconjacqueline66:
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by :icontigles1artistry:
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by :iconjocelyner:
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Nadir
Nadir

A pregnant moment,
though every day must die
this day is bleeding,

a slow, relentless ending
leaving little room for hope.
A MI AMADO SAMO
A MI AMADO SAMO,
"espérame en el cielo"
pequeño pedazo de mi corazón
amor incondicional en estado puro y todo Bondad
me diste tanto y esperabas tan poco…
LÁGRIMAS DE AMOR POR TI
Fueron cinco días de lenta espera y cruel agonía para mí,
y ahora siento el dolor de tu ausencia en cada poro de mi piel,
y ese nudo en mi garganta cada vez que pronuncio tu nombre,
lágrimas de amor que inundan el vacío que dejaste en mi vida
y en mi corazón desierto por tu falta y repleto de añoranza,
y esta angustia que me corta la respiración y ahoga mis palabras
cada vez que intento hablar de ti…
No sé si alguien es capaz de entender este dolor que sien






Thank you so much for every fave and comment on my latest work!
It means alot to me!:huggle:

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Features No 100-Echoes of Dreams that ran away...

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 13, 2013, 9:24 AM
she got lost in the forest
chasing fireflies and echoes
of dreams that ran away, before
she stopped believing in their magic

the snow didn't fall that year
but all was white as if aged
from deep within like
an ashen offering
to the winds
of time.
by :iconhalcyonshores: [link]




I'd like to thank my dearest friend Mel :iconarte-de-junqueiro:,for his wonderful gift..
Thank you so much,my Mel,I love it!:bow::love:
Some beautiful works from Mel's gallery:
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Thank you for every watch,fave and comment on my latest works!
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I highly appreciate it!:bow::love:

Happy Valentine's Day to all,my dear friends!:blowkiss:

Features No 98-Are you sick of me yet?

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 4, 2012, 12:05 AM
Hello,my dearest friends!
It is a great mystery for me,how you manage to answer every comment i make,in such a short time..
For me...It is impossible..I'm always late,I miss so many of your works and comments..
I'm sorry,you all know how much you mean to me and how hard i try..I don't have enough time..
I know you must be sick of me saying how sorry I am..:laughing:
Please send me notes,to be sure i'll see them...:):huggle:





Wonderful gifts from beloved friends!Thank you soooo much!!:love:

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by :iconlewiarts: by :iconsweediesart: by :iconsalemcat:
by :iconguihena: by :icondream-sweetdreams: by :iconbadnan:
by :iconteaphotography: and by :iconvillenueve:


















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SpeechlessWhat happens when some one too close to you dies?

When in the shaded room, the high tide of pain abates,  when the room is filled with final silence, when organic motion at last has ceased. The familiar face becomes a mask, no longer illuminated from within. You hold a hand mirror before the transfigured face. The reflection remains clear, unfilmed. The breath of life is no more. Solitude blossoms around you (like those chaste lilies that will decorate the funereal church).

Neither staying or going will alter the implacable truth.

you can speak only
in regret's sad dialect,
sighing your losses.





Thank you for every fave,comment and feature on my latest works!
I highly appreciate it!:thanks:

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Have a great week..Take care!:heart:

Features No 97-So good to be back..

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 4, 2012, 1:28 AM
It's been a long time,I've missed you all so much!!
So good to be back with you,my dearest friends!:huggle:
I dedicate my latest work to all of you,thank you for every fave and comment!:heart:

    




































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WishingVast cavities
of imagination.
Creations striving
to be set loose.

The Dead
wishing for life.

Unfathomable voids,
absences between
what is extravagant,
what is arrogantly corrupt,
filled in by the
mentally unstable mind
with the capacity
to nullify any sense
of light.

any sense of right.

The flame of heart,
gasps for air.

Blood runs
through veins,
unfeeling,
constantly changing,
yet consistently the same.

Inconsequentially
setting the boundaries
between what one
thought was real
and what is reality.

The Living
wishing for death.

No.

Just an escape.
Too Late Too SoonToo Late Too Soon

Kindness delayed
Knocks on dirty windows
With curtains frayed
Shielding vanquished esteem

Brightness repaid
Among weeping willows
With sun will fade
Like does dime's golden gleam

Many a tear
A man's life do alter
Piling up years
For a funeral pyre

In name of fear
Every other fool falters
Unlike the sear
Setting memories on fire
Dispassionate EyesStanding before me
Viewing me with dispassionate eyes
What do you see?
Your icy gaze
Analyzing with cold logic
All that I am
All that I am not
Weighed against
All that you think I should be
I am diminished in the balance
My heart
My soul
My self
Negated
Without meaning or value
At not meeting your expectations
And as I struggle
Finding myself
Your dispassionate eyes
Look right through me
Seeing...
Nothing





I can't put you all in one feature..So there are more to come!:)
Have a great week!:blowkiss:

  • Mood: Adoration

Features No 96-Like the heat wasn't bad enough...

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 20, 2012, 5:05 PM
My dearest DA friends!
Still my pc is not working,i'm trying to buy a new one..
From my brother's computer,i made this feature for you..
Every time I get the chance,I come and fave and run..
Sorry for not having the time to comment..
And for missing alot of your works,and messages..
Thank you for not forgetting me..I miss you..:huggle:




These wonderful works are gifts from beloved friends..
Thank you so much..I treasure them..:love:

by :icontigles1artistry::heart:   by :iconcanankk: :heart: by :iconhermetic-wings:
by :iconguihena: :heart:   by :iconarte-de-junqueiro:





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Lost - Collaboration
                    Lost angel
                            with no God, no human things to hold on to
                    He cries not from what was Before
                    He cries out for Evermore

*K
Untitled 5I hold back a fist full of dirt.

I'm angry, enraged.

I blame you.

I turn and open my hand, my eyes meet shimmering sand and I see...

A myriad of laughter shards,
a toy box crammed with forgotten times and cries,
the sweat of a humid summer day.

I close my eyes and my fist, breathing deep, calming down

To release this punch would be useless

I could throw it in your face, in your eyes but it would be a waste.

You wouldn't see what I see.
:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart: Vanilla CranesVanilla Cranes

The light of day cuts pretty masks
Out of stuff way too colourful
And glues them on faces of men
Who then stomp chessboard with their feet

In brothels red lanterns do shine
Gates there kept open, welcoming
Children to find their way back home
To the tower of Babylon

Pockets and wallets resonate
With choirs and gospels of the change
Dreaming of freedom and revenge
Who lives by coin, by coin shall die

You ask me "Why do birds have wings,
When sons of mortal men can fly...?"
I guess we humans aim too high
Before sun laughs us in the face

So is there any happy place
Except for our enchanted realm
Where love with
No One Wins This Game - Collaboration
"Flawless this game comes to an end
without winners
we kept too long these edges of death,
blunt but sharp and deadly
hey we arrived here where
everything finally falls"...

*K
MARCH
*Y
© copyright of KAY MARCH - All Rights Reserved.





Take care and enjoy the summer!I don't!!:laughing:  I love you all!:blowkiss:


  • Mood: Frustrated

Serious problem with my pc...

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 3, 2012, 11:14 AM

My dearest DA friends,
I want to let you know,that I have some serious problem with my pc,
so I'm going to be late in my communication with you..
I hope this will be solved soon,or I'm going to be crazy!!:lmao:

Take care,I love you..:blowkiss:



Features No 95-Sometimes we dream...still

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 14, 2012, 9:19 AM
"It's getting harder, to be strong
but something always comes along
be it a memory, or frail hope
a distant somewhere, to belong
that can't be wrong

sometimes she dreams

still."

by :iconhalcyonshores: [link]














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Two wonderful poems,inspired from two of my works!Thank you,my friends!!:heart:
:iconmylittleragdoll: :thumb305343488: and :iconalecbell: Dirge
Funereal tunes,
No sight required, you can feel
how hope ebbs away.

Nobody listens, no ear
attuned to those vibrations.





Brendan :iconscarlettletters: is holding a great contest :  "Legends, Myths, and Fairy Tales".You can check it here [link]




Have a great weekend,my dearest friends!Thank you for visiting!:love::blowkiss:


  • Mood: Worried

Features No 94-Damnation and salvation...

Journal Entry: Wed May 23, 2012, 12:37 AM
There's a thin line between
Damnation and salvation
And it feels strangely tempting
To dance across it blindfolded

"Charcoal Nymph" by :iconthedarkenedbride: [link]




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LostI lost the pain
in my heart today,
the red hot burning
simply, went away.
Black smoke fills
where once was flame,
the desire to enkindle,
in my soul,
no longer stays.
TiredI'm so tired of all this waiting
So tired of all these sayings
So tired of all these promises

So tired of pretending that my love is never ending
Let me get away  . . .
So tired of trying
All I receive is lying

All these broken promises  littering the floor
All of this false happiness, now all I am is gone
I refuse to believe
All I sacrifice is me
All I seem to want is you  . .

And I know I can do better
I know I deserve more
But I'm not aloud to have you so I want you more
Now all I seem to see is people suffocating me
Enhancing my chances of you leaving
GracefullyWhen I was eight,  I couldn't wait to be ten.  
A double-digit number seemed so big back then.
I would be so tall and older too,
just think of all the things I could do!
I could stay up late and watch T.V. until nine,
and being in the fifth grade sure would be fine.

When I was eighteen, I couldn't wait to be twenty.
No longer a teen, now I'd be somebody.
I could find a bride and settle down,
she would look so lovely in her wedding gown.
I could get a real job and make money by the ton,
being in college just wasn't fun.

When I was twenty-eight, I couldn't wait to be thirty.
It sounded so fun to be "dirty thirty".
I could have a





Thank you so much for being here..Be well,my dear friends..:huggle:


  • Mood: Worried

Features No 93-What is freedom?

Journal Entry: Sun May 6, 2012, 12:34 PM

Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose.KRIS KRISTOFFERSON

Without freedom, there is no creation.JIDDU KRISHNAMURTI

What a curious phenomenon it is that you can get men to die for the liberty of the world who will not make the little sacrifice that is needed to free themselves from their own individual bondage. BRUCE BARTON

Freedom is the illusion of an imprisoned mind.LEONID S. SUKHORUKOV

Man is born free, and everywhere he is in chains.JEAN-JACQUES ROUSSEAU

Can this be happiness, this terrifying freedom? ALBERT CAMUS




"We Miss You" Contest ( III ) - Winners by :iconputyourbravefaceon: [link]
Congratulations to all!:clap:

1st place: by :iconpharaoh-ink:
2nd place:   by :iconocff7bcccaczfd:
3rd place:   by :iconmiguel-santos:

:bulletred: THE HONOURABLE MENTIONS:

1st  :iconsaidge42:         2nd  :iconq-le:
3rd  :iconalexandriadior:         4th  :iconsnapegoescommando: BruiseBlue is the color of sadness
And black is the color of grief.
I guess that's why my heart feels
Like it was beaten for a week.

Bruises fade to red and yellow
With a little smattering of green.
Is it strange how I still feel like
Someone has taken my spleen?

Pretty words of compassion
And pats of sympathy
Do little to heal this wound
That no one else can see.

Never again will I ever hear
Your voice or see your face.
A photograph just doesn't hold
Your cheek and funny grace.

When your life ended
It felt like mine did too.
I'm not so sure it hasn't.
My heart never faded from blue.








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said i was fineDeep inside
I feel like glass,
crumbling, shattering,
and it wasn't too long ago
I said I was fine

Well just look at me
  Look at me
Look at me now
Unicorn
Can she enslave him?
He surrenders his spirit
to her purity.

Does he then become her pet,
is he her beast of burden?
Red Eye
The woman to my right is silent.
We are at cruising altitude.
and my eyes burn with weeping.
I want a cigarette.

The gods are indifferent tonight.
They disdain to know whether seat belts
are fastened or if seatbacks are locked
in full upright and locked position.

Backward time travel  
lulls me with its lies.
Yes, you can get there in a day.
If you ignore the clock.
But fly into the sun?
You must reverse the logic.

You could have read it in my eyes.
'Why'Why?

Why did you hit me?
Your Different.

Why did you spit on me?
Your Different.

Why did you kick me?
Your Different.

Why did you call me names?
Your Different.

Why did you make fun of me?
Your Different.

We used to be Friends.
I have new Friends.

We used to hang out.
I have new Friends.

We used to talk alot.
I have new Friends.

We used to be like Brothers.
I have new Friends.

We used to play games.
I have new Friends.

Wont you help me?
No, your gay.

Wont you stop them?
No, your gay.

Wont you call 911?
No, your gay.

Wont you pick me up?
No, your gay.

Wont you stay with me?
No, your gay.

You left me alone.
So wh






Thank you for being here!Have a good week,my dear friends!:huggle:


This jpurnal was featured by my dearest :iconthedarkenedbride: [link]

Thank you,Gabriela!:love:

  • Mood: dA Love

Features No 92-Tell me how you deal with this...

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 29, 2012, 12:25 PM
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING FOR ME,
IS COMMUNICATING WITH YOU,MY DEAR FRIENDS..
YOUR COMMENTS,YOUR SUPPORT,YOUR FRIENDSHIP,YOUR LOVE...
I TRY SO HARD TO ANSWER TO ALL OF YOU,TO NOT NEGLECT ANYONE..
I DEDICATE MY WHOLE WEEKENDS TO DO THIS,BUT I'M REALLY IN DESPAIR...
I CAN'T DEAL WITH IT...IT OVERCOMES ME...
AFTER HOURS AND HOURS  OF WATCHING AND ANSWERING AND COMMENTING,
I'M AT THE 20% OF MY MESSAGES...HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH THIS?
I CAN'T IMAGINE
WHAT OTHERS,WITH MANY MORE FAVES AND COMMENTS THAN ME ,DO...




Thank you for these wonderful gifts,my beloved friends!!:bow::love:

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:thumb297852503: EastMy window faces east, I sit at my desk and stare
at the headlights crawling west past the backlit buildings
Sometimes I watch from the roof, looking west
just to get a different view, but it's all the same
Days come and go, nights come and go, but I stay

There's a place by the ocean I dream about, early morning mist
grey water, grey skies becoming blue, solitude, stillness
I keep a key in my pocket with "love" written on it, and wonder
what it might unlock; maybe trade the city dust for ocean spray
Someday, one day, but not today, it's never today

I close the blinds against the rising of the sun and go back to work
But the key in m
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Thank you for being here!Have a great week!:huggle:


  • Mood: dA Love

Features No 90-I've missed you...

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 4, 2012, 10:32 AM
In our life time,we meet alot of people..
Some of them prove to be honest,faithful,devoted..
Some of them prove to be fakes..
What should we do?Cry and hurt for those who are fakes,
or be thankful and happy for those who are true?
I think I'll take the second choice..




I want to thank you all,my beloved DA friends,
for being with me while I was away,
for not letting me feel alone even for one moment..
Your friendship and love made me see things so differently..
Thank you,you beautiful,loving people..:heart:




  
A wonderful gift from my dearest :iconguihena:  gave me so much happiness...
Thank you from heart,my wonderful Guille!:thanks::tighthug:









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:heart::heart: Jaws Of FloodJaws Of Flood

Fish swim in the streets
Sea carries humans away
Water swallowed earth
:heart: Hypnopompic
A key too rusted
to turn, a door once solid,
now rotting away.

As sentience stirs again,
the dream's images decay.







My latest works..One before and one after..:)
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I'm so happy to be back with you..I have missed you so much...:blowkiss:

  • Mood: Caring

Features No 89-I won't be here...

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 10, 2012, 8:27 AM

I have to stay away for a while..I just have to..
I can't tell you why,it hurts so god damn much..

There are people in here,who have stood by me all the way,
they have encouraged me,they have given me their love and friendship..
My heart hurts so much,because i will be away from you for some time..
I don't know how much time i will need,i really don't know..

I'll be watching your works, maybe i'll be working on my own works,
but i'm not in the condition to talk..
Please,don't ever think that i don't care..I care so very much...
And i'm so grateful to all of you,my beloved friends..

I hope you'll still remember me when i'm back..
If anyone wants to communicate with me,i'll be watching my notes....
I love you very much..Thank you all...From the bottom of my heart...:heart:


I wish i could include you all in this feature...



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Don't forget me...

  • Mood: Pain

Features No 88-The unspoken...

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 27, 2012, 10:08 AM
we are drops of water on rice paper
hardly visible
branching we bleed
droopy and thin with reaching
but we have soaked in; our surface lost
there'll be no retrieving
we are unrequited
our dreams discarded

"The Unspoken"
by :iconrinnyi:  [link]






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Helplessly
An artist trapped me
within her own dilemma,
she made me ridiculous.

What have I become?
An object without being,
a cypher denied liberty.
Stitched LipsStitched Lips

In front of you I'm powerless
Wind's breath lost among willows
So it's only my pillows
To whom love I can confess

Sometimes I wish to disappear
My voice and hands do tremble
Then all I do is ramble
On my own and swallow tear

So bitter compared to a kiss
I once hope to deliver
Sultry, yet tender quiver
Will provide that I won't miss

Until then I'll keep my lips stitched
Reveries my heart feeding
At least dreams won't be bleeding
For their treasure have been ditched
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Please tell me what you think of my new work..Your opinion means so much to me!:huggle:


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Have a good week,my beloved friends!!Take care!Thank so much you for being here!:love:

  • Mood: dA Love
  • Reading: your messages
  • Watching: your art

Features No 87-Habituated to the pain...

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 12, 2012, 2:19 AM
Distorted images,
faces, in despair,
and I grow used to it,
habituated to the pain.

But will we bow
to what should not be,
what cannot be?

This question hovers,
unanswered,
as history bleeds out
upon an ancient hill;

it soaks the sacred earth.

Suspended
by :iconjstavridis:
He is a brilliant poet...BRILLIANT..





A fantastic gift from my beloved Chris :iconchriseastmids::heart::heart:
You made my wish come true...:) Thank you so much,my precious friend!:tighthug:


An amazing gift,from the sweetest person ..:iconhmissxx::heart::heart:
Thank you,my beloved Christina!!I totally adore it!!:love::huggle:







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Mother of my grandmotherΠρογιαγιά

She barely reaches my shoulder, this
wraith who shrouds herself in nightmare.

She's seeded childhood with screams,
swaddled me in those secrets
echoed over centuries,
memory, mined with ancestral venom.

"Never forget, Iakovos," she croaks at me,
this ancient one, my personal abyss.
:thumb283930355: Paint me a SliverPaint me a sliver
of pale crescent moon
With billows of pink in the sky

Paint me a dream
with your words so sweet
to cradle my fears as I lie

Paint me a future
ready to weave
magic in moments unfurled

Paint me a lifetime
gone and to come
Paint me a moment to "be"

kdmb 2012






Please tell me what you think of my new work..Your opinion means so much to me!






I hope you enjoyed my selection!Have a great week,my beloved friends!:love:

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Reading: your messages
  • Watching: your art

Features No 86-and "Snow Day Contest"..

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 29, 2012, 1:04 AM
Hello my beloved DA friends!I hope you're having a beautiful Sunday!:tighthug:


Three wonderful gifts from three of my dearest friends!!Thank you soooo much!!!:love:

Beautiful Meero from my lovely Tea :iconteaphotography:

Wonderful Poupine from my dearest Jocelyne :iconjocelyner:

And this wonderful portrait of my beloved Teresa :icontigles1artistry:







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Winners of the "Snow Day Contest" by :iconmarvelousmanips: and :icondab-blingin-art:
First place by :iconaninur:
Second place by :iconjoseph-pereira:
Third place by :iconpennes-from-heaven:

Honorable Mentions in no particular order:
:iconfrozenstarro: :iconbathoriya: :iconaliencharm:
:iconwesley-souza: :iconyobtaf:

Wonderful works!Congratulations to all!!:clap::clap:





I do my best to answer all your messages and watch all your works,
but it is totally IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO MISS ALOT!!
Please forgive me,and always know that every fave,every comment
means so much to me!!There's just not enough hours in the day!!!
I love you all very much!!:love:
Have a great week,my dear friends and take care!:huggle::blowkiss:

  • Mood: Tender
  • Reading: your messages
  • Watching: your art

Features No 85-As much as you can...

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 16, 2012, 9:46 AM

Even if you can't shape your life the way you want,
at least try as much as you can
not to degrade it
by too much contact with the world,
by too much activity and talk.
Do not degrade it by dragging it along,
taking it around and exposing it so often
to the daily silliness
of social relations and parties,
until it comes to seem a boring hanger-on.

"As Much As You Can" by Constantine P. Cavafy






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Have a good week,my lovely friends!Take care!:huggle::blowkiss:

  • Mood: Depressed
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Features No 84-Another Year...

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 8, 2012, 9:20 AM
A wonderful gift from a wonderful friend :iconj3ff3rson:
Thank you so much,dear Jeff!I'm very honored!:thanks:




My beloved Angie has spoiled me with another amazing gift! :iconangelfunkstudio:
This lovely bunny is from her!!Thank you from heart,my precious friend!!:huggle::love:





Another year of trials long
Another year has come and gone
Another year of sorrow plenty
Another year balanced on a penny






Another year of federal grief
Another year of political beef
Another year of social progress
Another year of leader's transgressed






Another year of media scare
Another year of future ware
Another year of empty billfolds
Another year of unfair upholds





Another year of foreign war
Another year of freedom lore
Another year of bigots screaming
Another year of workers pleading


Remembrance, For Canan
Now his eyes are blind,
he will smile only within
my afflicted heart.
The Maskhiding behind this mask of lies
this pretty smile is my disguise
not many if any know my true demeanor
inside I'm a silent screamer
lack of colors desolate and void
just another mindless droid
who am i but a fragile flower
no destiny, plucked before my hour
in the mirror I'm forced to see my reflection
unable to bare my appearance i look in another direction
the web of lies I'm tangled in
teetering between heaven and sin
truly I'm lost and out of my mind
as the world moves forward
I'm left behind
stuck in a rut on this broken carousel
feeling like I'm cursed and under a spell
lost & forgotten , never to be found
Forever in
Pleasant streetFrom a meeting with a cat.

She look at me with big eyes.
It took an eternity for her to start talking, like she had all the time in the world, maybe she was uncertain. Or perhaps she changed her mind about confessing- because cats dont like to do so... But I waited patiently. She needed time...

I thought I was wise, she said and gazed behind me, nowhere specifically.

I thought I knew.

I thought..I thought...I thought...
but I was wrong,
Im just a fool.
In the very end
I am a being incomplete

Confused

and

lost

Trapped by my own choices
Imprisoned by my own will
Or is it not my own?
Have I've been lost in other people's dreams
Time Heals Nothing..in Me
Time Heals Nothing

Your sprit passes threw me like a cold breeze on a warm day,
no physical being left to see,
but I know you are with me.

TIME HEALS NOTHING!!!!!!!!!.....in me

I've gone to all the places you would be,
still I cant except your not with me.
your grave is so lonely,
like two staring eyes in the night.

TIME HEALS NOTHING!!!!!!!!!.....in me



Another year where life looks dim
Another year fore-showing grim
Another year where I was so scared
Another year that this life impaired..




The wonderful poem belongs to :iconleiandlove: Our Old-New Year of Perpetual Sorrow
Another year of trials long
Another year has come and gone
Another year of sorrow plenty
Another year balanced on a penny

Another year of federal grief
Another year of political beef
Another year of social progress
Another year of leader's transgressed

Another year of media scare
Another year of future ware
Another year of empty billfolds
Another year of unfair upholds

Another year of foreign war
Another year of freedom lore
Another year of bigots screaming
Another year of workers pleading

Another year where life looks dim
Another year fore-showing grim
Another year where I was so scared
Another year that this life impaired




We will survive!!United we win!!:star:
Take care my dearest friends!I love you all so much!