DepressionDepression is like a bad friend.It always hurts you, no matter the situation,but it always beckons you back into its embracewith its familiarity.You know should get up,go to work, play with your dog, love your family,and it always says, "no, spend time with me,come back to sleep."It does and says hurtful things to yourfriends and to your family,and always before you can apologize, defend yourself,it pulls you away from them to some dark place.It never shuts up to let you think,and it always tells you that your plans are stupid.Always takes what you love, breaks it,and tells you it didn't matter anyways.You know you should smile,you should stop cutting, or hitting, or choking.But it tells you it's okay, this is alright.The pain is a good thing.Depression is like a bad friend,you almost always believe it,do what it says.Trust it, because it is always there for you, waiting.Depression is like a bad friend,it can kill you if you let it.
HeavenI have a pain,that never quite went away.Memories that pushat the back of my brain.I wonder if there isa heaven that you are in,waiting for me,waiting for a friend.Looking down on me,whispering it will be all right.Wishing I felt betterevery sleepless night.Telling me there isa reason for my tears,assuring me you willalways be near.It is a nice thought,but heaven or not,you'll always be in my heart.
Eternity Comes Only Once ...In a dream of eternal youthwith beautiful eyes and unspoken truths,dancing on a thin thread drawn by Selenain a blue night when all four winds talking about peace;...In that unique poem when loveshines more than the Sun God on your ring finger,weaving lasting hopes on a delicate cobwebin a white day of the beginning of all beginnings;...In a cold afternoon of Decemberwith memories which surrounds the Arctic Circle,melting everlasting snows that floods the time, paradoxically, leaving behind them the fire which burns your heart;....In the black hole of a single moment,with pain, with answers, with courage, maybe with joy, or Not,Waltz with the time between seconds,Eternity comes only once...
BrokenCan't fixwhat's never been whole.